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If there's one thing that this taught me, it's that I was not ok before. As much as I believed I had it under control, and I was fine, and functional, I was not. I was a mess. Just remembering how I used to feel has been a lot of what's kept me strong but it's still difficult.
I'm not sure why I'm sharing this with y'all, I guess I hope talking about it can help me keep going, and maybe help other people struggling with the same thing.